#45- guess watch

Statement Watches: Purple and Quilty

came across this purple awesome looking watch while searching for watch online. so in love with it (:

#44 - R6

ii got super addicted and excited into this R6!!
OMG! This is fu*king chio!
im so gonna get my licence really!! been 3 years yet i
haven't even start to go for my BTT etc!
now still got school and work..

WHERE TO FIND TIME!!

ROAR!

#43 - wondering

I wonder what goes through your mind when you hear my name .. ❤

#42 - wishful thoughts

even knowing it's impossible ,
I'm still walking around hoping it's possible .. ❤

#41 - madness

fuck you!

#40 - Capella Villa

currently at Capella villa . super nice room ! I don't mind staying forever here! ❤

btw happy 21st Edwin !
all the best for you! (:

#39 - breakdown

don't know whats happening to me ,

keep breaking down these few days.

working is such an exhaust, money spend so fast, no time for school projects, don't have a "great" family to help me out.

just checked my result yesterday, pass one and failed one.

FML seriously, one i got 3 exams coming out and i didn't even have the freaking time to do projects, no body seems to fucking care for the projects which is due on next wed , where the fuck i have time to do ?! especially i'm working on weekend la! i got no time for enjoyment like everyone else at my age. screw my work time man.

its not i don't want to do projects, i just got no freaking time to do it.

very SHAG is what i can say...

if only i know i will not take up this freaking diploma!

cause it just make me feel like a useless and weak! i HATE that.

i don't have a aim, don't have a dream, whats the point i'm staying?

Family- almost half of my pay went to mom, the remaining divided by half went to insurance. another went to bills, food, travel etc. super poor me.! ! why i don't have a rich relative or so? why i have been paying for myself since i first work ? for every single thing! eldest sis is mad that went oversea with another guy where she can give up on her family, second sis is saving hard for her studies. but she worked office hour, where she still have the time to relax a bit a home before sleep. youngest sis is still re taking her module and jobless and also can relax at home, go out with friends. why can't i just live like all others like my age ? screw my life seriously.

work- madness working hours with shift work and little pay. worst to worst my weekends is freaking burned to work.. and sch on sat. . now i got weird head, sometimes i really feel like slapping to her face. but thank god i have good colleague for work. (:

everyday of my schedule is freaking same, wake up, go work, off work, home bathed and sleep to prepre next day work then sch till late then home bath sleep. what the shit is my life . when i wanna grab someone out for night chill, i cannot find any. all i can do is sitting at under block and like a idiot. suddenly i got the feel like a abandon kids. and i just like to cry when i'm alone.

seriously i'm so tired of everything.

#38 - complicated

loves loves joongie.

its never been so weird.
such a long friendship . i rather staying to it .
cos i cherish , i care for the friendship and don't want anything to ruin it.
no matter what cause, what issue . i think i will stick to it .

make me drink drank drunk.

i hate but to keep receiving
your calls, message, and what ever shit .
i just want to FORGET you .
go ahead and move on what
ever stupid you want and stop pestering me.

#37 - birthday celebrations at work

yeah yeah . its L.A.M.P celebration with me.
was working on my birthday .
kelyn and Melissa pop out and gave me surprise!

happy birthday to me . ^^

got my present.. fossil wallet. k
elyn si bei cute.whatsapp and ask which one nicer cos
her miu miu send for repair . o_0

haha.
and so sweet of bao xin she remember my birthday and bought cupcakes.



overall. i'm a happy girl! ^^

#36 - 21st birthday

yoyoyo! my 21st birthday celebration with 3 sweet heart .

they wanna make me drunk . see the amt of liquor they bought. i'm loving it .
*ps. i survive the night*

its the rocket .!

amt 15 cans of beer of different ya! ~
great night together .
too bad but jasmine too tired and went off slp .
so sk and i went to sleep to . heee .
&lovess u girls for all the stuff u do . lovely!

lovely cupcakes from Jasmine & Kurita!
kenna shock when deliver to my office!

so cheeky!

see how cheeky they are ~ *loves*

last but not least present! haha.. purple color!
loves too!

loved by J.K.P~

#35 - photography

i wanted to go oversea and take many many photo!

roar! ^^

#34 - another day

Excactly
! because im gonna work whole day~
blah!

scheduele so hard to plan .

sian ttm.

HUNGRY WAN SOME SUSHI MAN!

LOL.

i wan toast box. JK ~



its just another day not knowing what to eat next .
can dun eat ?! den can slim down ?!
haha.



S

ome GCB just msg me 2 plus in the morning .


like ummmm?

WHAT??!!!!!!

crazy or wad.

please dont find me when your friend is going !
think i spare tyre meh ? ZzZZzz..

sometimes is good to keep you blog alive.

because when you wanna flash back some memories.

just click click click! hahah.

saw how much i post last time really cool ttm!

more crazy things done everyday.

endless laughter back in secondary and ite life.

l0ve it too much!

but i know its impossible to go back.

because we all are growing up.

not like those days dumb dumb .

hahaha.

cherish every moments before its gone .

-If you can't save the relationship, at least save your pride.-

-There's a girl in my mirror crying tonight, and there's nothing I can say to make her feel all right-

The best way to mend a broken heart is time and girlfriends.

#33 - school

went to orientation yesterday .

1st day of school gonna be 13 April ._. (my Birthday)

gosh . super tiring for the 2 hours already.

how to tahan for 3 hours for the next 15 months?

please dun let me get the head of sch (LAI) as my lecturer .

he super talk cock to the max. buay tahan.

some more cannot sleep . like kena torture only. haha.

its APRIL~~~! nightmare coming ya~ .

Jasmine and Kelly will be celebrating with me for my 21st.

so nice right. JASMiNE IS EVIL! cos she say i sure die on my birthday~

wanted to look frward to 9 April . but a bit scared. hahaha..

some people just don't understand whats 有借有还?

#32- Songs

三人 by 张韶涵&郭静&范玮琪 .

#31- JKP outing

Hi!
got sumo outing with Kurita and Jasmine on last sunday~
its super shiok and happy loh .
its been 3 months plus since we last met la .
which is like 1/1/11 ? nice number though.

something i wanna say bout the day is truely super fun and enjoy !
most deep impression of the day was like playing arcade.
those 3 colours button and we had to beat ?
called bishi bashi i think
LOL. we three complete the game.
den we saw that kurita actually hit the button 2087 times!!!
FUCK man!
her sotong hands too fast loh ! where by jasmine and i only hit like 1000 plus ?
confirm never exceed 1700 times ._.
KURITA is POWERFUL TTM~

after that . not having to watch my rango~
we went to the typhoon area to slack.
wah laos ehs. all the craps all come out liao .
*boy ah* incidents all that. all the super duper crazy moments in school last times.
we talk from got sun till got moon .
after that jiu go eat . DURUAN PANCAKE! si bei shiok .
i want more! hahaha .
really fun times where we 3 could go out again loh. lovely moments ~
loves uu girls~

#30 - Dental Care

i wonder, how long since you have been visiting the dental ?

for me. i think it had been since last my secondary school life.
and its around 4-5 years!
i wanted to go polish my teeth. but so afraid of the price will cost me a bomb.
hmMmmm..
shall go research more ^^

#29 - 田馥甄

我想我不会爱你

你的呼吸 还有你的声音

你的呼吸 穿过身体
我来不及反应
你的声音躲在耳里 让我生病
谢谢 你给的让我沉迷
让我丢掉了姓名
在好奇的时候 拉不住眼睛

我想我不会爱你 这样下去
渺小的自尊都快要抛弃
我想我不会爱你 只是也许

你的叹息 散落一地
让我歇斯底里
靠得太近一不小心 弄伤自己
谢谢 你给的让我沉迷
让我困住了自己
在迷路的时候 舍不得离去

我想我不会爱你 这样下去
渺小的自尊都快要抛弃
我想我不会恨你 伤的痕迹
住在我心底 变成了秘密
我想我不会爱你 害怕失去
所以逞强的 远远看着你
我想我不会恨你 只是也许

我想我不会爱你 这样下去
渺小的自尊都快要抛弃
我想我不会恨你 伤的痕迹
住在我心底变成了秘密
我想我不会爱你 害怕失去
所以逞强的 远远看着你
我想我不会恨你 只是也许

#28 - missing

just some part are missing.

dunno why ?

duno how ?

no mood in most of the thing.

WTS ?!?!?!

#27 - broke up

爱那么伤 伤那么重 我不想 我不懂
天那么冷 心那么痛 我承受..

its like finally ended.
but somehow.
i dunno if i am to feel happy or sad.
kinda some weird feeling,
keep telling myself, its because of habit.
i will get used of it soon. really soon.

i hold my tears up.
you can say i'm acting strong.
yes i'm.
because i hate ppl seeing my weakness.
i don't know how to speak up .
i hate to receive your message.
seriously breaks my heart once agn .

not going to give you or i another chance.
because i know we won't last
even how much we going to mend this relationship.
because im just not the one for you.

#26-start work

the fact is we just can't run away from work just like we used to run away from school.
pon ten, MC, blah blah blah .

#25 - CNY #4

bacon with jin zhen gu~ FAVE!
so fast~ 1 week jiu pass le . tmr jiu start work liao~!!
si bei sian . i nua until very shuang loh ,
hais.
no choice cos money wont drop from sky .

she is sooooo cute ! ^^

#24- CNY Eve

happy chinese new year eve peeps~
took this at Jurong Point.
Another year gone. so damn bored.
i hate new year. because i don't like to go bai nian at bf relative house.
as i dun even feel like staying long together.
so take their ang bao like funny also.
LOL.



aim for this year of rabbit!
*slim down [ like every year wan slim down but failed ): ]
*study diploma
*work harder and save more
*more xiao shun to mummy
*more pretty
*get licience [if got time la]
*train up singing
*break up [ LOL ]

jia yous~ ^^

#23- chanel

nice ice cream. mayb a peppermint flavour. (:



can i have that tattoo~

but mummy dun let me have tattoo loh.. so sad .

i'm really super sick of you.
tried to break up.
but failed. (not 1st time le)
relationship stuff just torture to me.
super sian for this..
i really pray pray that u say break up with me .
BREAK UP is a holy word to ME.

#22 - chio bu

chio-ness . (:

#21 - drink

would deeply love some one that can make me drink drank drunk (:

#20 - unlucky

that very day. i fall down from stair not knowing why .


and now causing back pain .
wanted to see DOC but Sunday where got open ?
LOL . so sad oh . wait till next week bahss..

so i need to REN!!!!!

#19 - hairstyles

I WANNA THESE!!!!!!!!!

I SO WANNA THIS HAIR !

but my work place doesnt permit sia. if can i cut short and dye this LOH!

new year what hairstyle le ?!?!?! ):