17 February 2011

#27 - broke up


爱那么伤 伤那么重 我不想 我不懂
天那么冷 心那么痛 我承受..

its like finally ended.
but somehow.
i dunno if i am to feel happy or sad.
kinda some weird feeling,
keep telling myself, its because of habit.
i will get used of it soon. really soon.


i hold my tears up.
you can say i'm acting strong.
yes i'm.
because i hate ppl seeing my weakness.
i don't know how to speak up .
i hate to receive your message.
seriously breaks my heart once agn .


not going to give you or i another chance.
because i know we won't last
even how much we going to mend this relationship.
because im just not the one for you.



07 February 2011

#26-start work

the fact is we just can't run away from work just like we used to run away from school.
pon ten, MC, blah blah blah .

#25 - CNY #4

bacon with jin zhen gu~ FAVE!
so fast~ 1 week jiu pass le . tmr jiu start work liao~!!
si bei sian . i nua until very shuang loh ,
hais.
no choice cos money wont drop from sky .



she is sooooo cute ! ^^

02 February 2011

#24- CNY Eve

happy chinese new year eve peeps~
took this at Jurong Point.
Another year gone. so damn bored.
i hate new year. because i don't like to go bai nian at bf relative house.
as i dun even feel like staying long together.
so take their ang bao like funny also.
LOL.



aim for this year of rabbit!
*slim down [ like every year wan slim down but failed ): ]
*study diploma
*work harder and save more
*more xiao shun to mummy
*more pretty
*get licience [if got time la]
*train up singing
*break up [ LOL ]

jia yous~ ^^

01 February 2011

#23- chanel

nice ice cream. mayb a peppermint flavour. (:



can i have that tattoo~
but mummy dun let me have tattoo loh.. so sad .

i'm really super sick of you.
tried to break up.
but failed. (not 1st time le)
relationship stuff just torture to me.
super sian for this..
i really pray pray that u say break up with me .

BREAK UP is a holy word to ME.