30.01.09

this is my food for e day! ^^

hello!
i think my blog is rotting as ii see flies!
lol.. thr isn't time for me to update my blog yarr..
starting from CNY eve..
ii haven been working like an idiot till i am so SLEEPY le..
on CNY eve and CNY ii only get to sleep for bout 4 hrs ?
2nd day of CNY work till 4 am and went hme bath den go sch le..
did e same thing for e following days..
tdy thurs.. work till 11 pm nia..
if not i'll will be totally flat on ground while going back home..
reach home bout 12 plus .. den bath and blog.. saw sk blog..
chill girl.. haha.. and J din't update her blog for a WEEK!!
ii cann see mushroom growing on her blog..!
ii shall sleeps early so tt ii can haf full of energy to go sch tmr!
although its a short day :P
but it doesnt matter cos ii gt uu girls! ^^

26.01.09

happy niu years peeps~

currently at sis hse near woodland thr..

and i'm updating my blog right now!

HEY sk~! im nearby uu ><>

today is my off day.. and tmr will be start chionging work agn..

lol.. and its 2 more days girls.. we will be back to sch! 

for uu girls, for e zai's ii will drag myself to sch.. 

or rather slp in sch.. muhahaha...

ii miss uu girls~ 

i'm having bad luck..

dint slp last night till e sun rise..

and woke up ard 12 plus to prepare..

eat steamboat.. 

gt scald T_T

accompany mummy go temple..

gt scald by the joss stick T_T

while leaving the the temple, ii bang onto urn T_T

gt a blue black on the new year.. sobs..

ii wonder if this year going to be my disasters? 

but isn't suppose to be horse and moo moo are gd buddy?

sobss.. im nt happy for new year...

that unlucky mOo MoO  year ~

25.01.09

yawn.. just wake up.. so sleepy..

waked up by mummy.. ZzzZzz.. ii tink ii only sleeps for 4 hrs or lesser?
reached hme ard 7+ in e mornin as we had tuan yuan fan @ outlet..
few pix to share..


these pix is when we just started..
but after few rounds we are burst.. lol
den our manager says we shall play scissors paper stone!
the loser must grab some food from e steamboat and eat~
haha.. its kinda lame but we are having fun and get agitated :P
so we continue eat till boom bahh! xD
but this is also a good way to continue the steamboat yarr ^^

was playing in bar ytd since i'm so BORED!
its ard 2am plus..
messing ard with drinks..
this is my cocktail ! ^^
Sapphire Martini

this is another drink i've made.
its a mocktail..
was trying to make layers..
but ii was kinda fail.. T_T
and i name tis
Sunshine Lover

I love working at bar..
but its get bored some times..
ii wann learn stuns lehh ~
after my ITE if ii cannot procede to poly den ii shall go learn!
wEeeeee...!
anyways.. gtg go help out with e renuion lunch le..
hahah.. called it lunch cos it gonna held in afternoon!
cos im working at nite so ii ask mummy to bring it forward .
cya guys~! anyways happy lunar new year!

MOoOOOooOoOoOooo!

23.01.09

just reached hm.. i'm just super tired..
went sch with my new college east polo tee as it is friday!
was kinda high today.. but till half way ii gt so sian and sleepy..
i'm not going to see JKL for 4 days lehh! its such a torture to me~
cab to sch as i dun wannabe late.. haa.. reach sch bout 7.30 plus bah..
cannot remember much.. gt STM..

attend SQC and at end of the lesson, J & I went to talk with ms Chan..
told her we skip BPS ytd.. and we ask her not to tell ABB..
cos I just dun feel like telling her..
but telling ms Chan was different.. she will understand more compared to ABB..
though we miss BPS.. but we made things clear..
but i tink i still worth it to bond tgt ytd girls..
with no regrets ^^

after SQC.. we had BPS which is our break .. lol..
ABB din teach at all.. just letting us see video..
was so BORED tt we went around in sch.. slack and waited for ETP.
did a presentation and we can go home..

went bonding with JKL @ clementi..
and it was totally awsome! ii LOVE it !
chat till 4 plus and we went home..
went out after tt and VERY tired right now..
im gonna work like no body business from tmr onwards..
tmr ii'm workin as BAR.. lol.. ii dunno how to do daily lehh..
sian.. anyways we are having tuan yuan fan @ suntec! looking forward!

ii want a shopping with you girls!

22.01.09

it SERIOUSLY hurts..

REALLY it does..

EXCRUCIATING pain right now..

21.01.09

look into those eyes of mine..

firstly,
i would like to wish Jasmine & Her Precious for 2 yrs anniversary.. ^^ ❤

just cab back home from jasmine house..
was doing tt conclusion together and bonding as well..!
so fun la.. ii wish i have e time everyday, so that i can bond all e way ~
but i'm working very hard these 2 weeks..
so sorry girls that i had not much time for bonding..
but i'll promise to go sch almost everyday and bond at e same time..
tmr is mocktail competition.. so excited..
ii wanna see how creative those contestant will be ^^
ii wann know more about bar tending..
tmr will be rushing for work after attending e mocktail competition..
jia yous to those who participate it ! gd luk!

19.01.09

just rush back home to do my final ETP..
tdy went eating ice cream during break at OFB and we slack all e way..
since we are having a 2 hrs break..
went back sch.. and kinda hate it..
having blister on my leg and thx to J & K to help me expand it.. =P
went home and rush for work.. but i'm still late for 15 mins.. LOL..
doing e usual silly stuff and work and MingYi Shi Fu send me back home..
wakaka.. thx seh ~
chat a little while and ii tink im sleepy enough..
there is still a long way tmr..
ETP presentation, handing up reports, role play etc. !
gRrRrr.. can a day be 48 hrs? hahaha.. ii wish everyday was fri ;D

new year is coming nearer and nearer..
but i wasn't excited bout it AT ALL!
mayb the reason is i dont even celebrate new year..
new year is just e day for me to work and get double pay..
eventually my pay is more satisfied den those ang baos?
din't went to buy new year clothes or wadeva..
or im not a chinese ? haha.. just being lame cos i'm tired..

Plainly Disappointment

18.01.09

today is sunday..
going to starts sch tmr.. ^^
ii miss JKL man ~ haha..
and yes.. when its starting of sch.. more projects due coming up..
sigh.. people always says that ite is so slack and easy to get 4 GPA..
but i dun really think so.. most of these doesn't seems true to me..
if wanna get a 4 GPA.. firstly, uu gt to be a VERY good student..
this doesnt concern much to ur result.. aiiya.. wadeva..
ii have been dragging down my JKL nowadays for reaching class late..
and in tt case.. they have to serve detention with me.. i'm so SORRY girlss.
ever since ii join your clique. all teachers haven given uu all a good impression..
mayb im just suits to be alone.. i'm seriously felt very bad bout it man..
though i have been going to sch more and regulary, thats a good influence to me..
however, those teachers are thinking that i am not a gd PEER to uu girls..
all faults lie on me.. teachers start to think that i'm e satan tt cause you all
to become bad.. ._. maybe i should just stop going to sch or even quit sch..
a great disappointment falls apon me..
even i enjoy schs with uu girls. but i still have to stop schooling?
perhapes teachers will adore uu girls more without my presents..

I'm Just Burden Afterall

17.01.09

woke up from a shock.. aimlessly wandering in my room, staring in blank..
walking like a zombie like no body business..
just finish cooking dinner for my family..
was browsing through those blogskins.. but din't found anythings i like..
wad am i doing? wad am i thinking? i dont' know..
i wish not to think. i wish not to try.. i wish and i wish..
this is my life and i can't believe in it..
revealing those truth.. and i cant accept it..

16.01.09

recieved an news..
its is an extremely shock for me.. my heart beat stops for a moment..
neither did i expect this to be happening..
my impression of zais falls tremendously.. i'm serious!
i dun wann to go sch anymore.. wonder whr shld i put my face to..
goshh.. pai seh arh!!

such a drama

15.01.09

si bei fkin de du lan right now!
!@#%^&*^$#@$%^&*(*&^%$@##$%^#!$^& !
was doing some research just now tt up to
8 pages which consist of more den 6000 words and above
and my mom go switch off my lappy switch! OMFG! DAMN it!
was praying tt it will auto save up.. BUT IT FKING DIN'T !
im TOTALLY PISSED OFF!
and im rushing this fking ETP so tt ii cann give it to laura!
as she was chasing after us for those research so tt she can continue on her 2000 words report!
but WTF is happening??!!!
ii've already nt in good mood.. damn it! im feeling very slpy right now..
and thr is sch tmr still ! ARGhhHHhhHHh!!!!

i'm getting more and more uncomfortable!

14.01.09

ii eat uu up ~ oh oh oh ~
LOL..

SORRY GIRL tt ii din went to sch todae!
its such a tiring day for me.. and and ii fall asleep infront of my laptop
after doin ABB home work ! darn!
cannot go sch to crap with uu girls.. ii promise ii'll drag myself to sch tmr!
tmr gt s&w.. laura doesnt wanna go.. ii wanna get some xercise b4 ii become
short and fat !~ wakakaka!
im simply very tired right now..
ii hope to haf bonding tmr with JKL..
its since a very very last time we bond yar ^^
* im free tmr ! *

Distortion is accumulating my thoughts, my figures, and my sensibility.

13.01.09

hey . i tell you wad .
im totally PISSED !

12.01.09

woke up late tdy due to late slping last night..
haha.. rush dwn to sch to pei L as J & K were late..
took cab dwn and ii sit near e sunshine ^^
hahaha..
kinda du lan tdy with ms Chan.. giving me e attitude like wad sia..
half of the day were bad mood.. den we wait for J to come sch for ETP..
but till half way we feel like going back.. lol
went bonding with J & K.. L wanna go home..
and tdy nvr go work due to its too late! lol !
i'm having headaches.. hais..

what is the world by mistake ?

12.01.09

weee.. just reach home and bath hao le.. ^^
tdy was late for work! hahhaa..
den work 3 hr den go home le... better den nth..
tis morning cannot wake up meet xiang they all.. sian..
tdy nth much le.. just looking forward to sch tmr ~!
tmr jasmine will be late for sch.. cos she gt somethin to do..
alrightsss.. ii cant wait for tmr! ^^

ii wann to get closer ~

11.01.09

hey guys.. haha..
ii'm making a point to blog everyday if ii could ^^
hee.. ytd mornin ard 2 plus in e afternoon den ii slp..
cos cannot slp in e morning after my work.. xD
den slp till 4 plus den wake up agn...
cab to work and i'm late as usual .. O;
was kinda hungry wen ii reach work..
den ii ask ah boy help me & elisa to buy KFC.. as we gt e craving ~
den he drag and drag till 10 plus still dun wann go down buy sia..
si bei du lan .. den ii ask kelvin for permission to go buy..
take order den ii go down le..
walk dwn to KFC den ii realise it closed at 10.. wahh.. more sian sia..
went to kopitiam den also close liao.. kaoZz..
my last stop is at carrefour... need to buy kinder buerno for celine..
den ii ask e staff where is e section for tidbits.. she told me its at second floor..
ii went up its all electrical thingy.. sian diao la... walk ard to comfirm agn..
thr wasn't any food selling ! du lan liao.. den ii go ask e other staff whr is e tidbits corner..
she told me at 1st floor.. wahh ! den ii give black face and scold her..
make me waaste my time sia... so went to 1st floor.. den ii finally found it..
went to cashier for payment, tt queue was so long man...
den my turn liao... e cashier ask if ii have e everyday posb card.. ._.
ii straight away chg face.. den scold her agn.. no credit card cannot pay mehh?
so toublesome for wad sia.. angry sia.. denn ii nid to walk to queue AGN!
darn it! ii make my purchase for 30-45mins ii guess.. idiot sia..

its ah jack last day todae as a full timer..
he is going to convert to part time which is same like me!
cos ah jack going shatec study le.. gonna miss him muchy!
so after work we went eating steamboat at bugis thr..
walk thr some more.. heng its not too far la..
ii eat a bit den full liao.. sian diao..
we eat till 6 plus den go off le.. as e owner wan close shop liao.. haha!
cab hm tdy.. reach hme and blog!
heee... dun tink will be slpin le la.. cos ltr 11 in e mornin nid meet xiang they all ^^
den loo nvr go le.. cos she wann go shoppping with her mummy..
sobs.. so gd la.. nowadays things tt ii wann all ii pay myself de..
nt so xing fu as her.. T_T
looking forward for tmr and monday for sch!!!

THE ZAI

10.01.09

went to work just now...
when ii reach work place when its ard 9.30pm..
den ii realize tt ii shld be starting work at 8 pm! sia la..
no ppl call me either... sian diao...
work as usual.. kinda entertaining and fun! and ii gt new fren.. (:
1 girl join us todae.. haha..
we hanging ard till late night.. which is ard 1 am plus..
den ii went to bar and play..
and iii decide to try out volka with peach syrup.. ^^ tasted it..
and its kinda nicer den volka orange..
as peach gives a sweet taste tt blends well into volka ^^
the color was smoothing too.. heee.. too bad nvr take photo just now..
cos ii put hp in bag.. :P finish work den we drink at outlet till 5 +
when e transport uncle came...
he drove to cine thr den we alight.. while we alighting..
ppl who stand near e van can smell those beer smells on us..
PS sia ! hahaha.. took transport bak home bath le
but dun feel like slpin right now even i'm so tired ~

"There are three things that remain - faith, hope, and love -
and the greatest of these is love."

09.01.09

ms chan say she gonna help me ask if we could go see e competition ^^
sk says she wanna go too ~ YEAHh!

woke up late today.. den rush down to sch liao..
haha.. cab down and reach sch earlier den laura ~ ^^
HAHA.. sunshine look sexy !
MR. kawaii-zai is so boi boi.. =D
MR.cute-zai run so cute.. =X
MR.peanut-zai is so straight.. =S
so ends ard 11 and we had our break...
interesting meal we ate.. haha..
BPS gt project do.. SHIT de...
went ngee an walk ard den went e Mcd HQ eat
and we having alot of bonding and craps!
so fun! ii like the way it is.. and ii wish to stay on this way.. ^^

"Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end."

08.01.09

I wanna go see e mocktail competition even though i can't participate it!

but how ?

07.01.09

ahh.. how ii wish im in F&B course.. so much so much..
especially *jan intake* ._.
hahaha... actually im interested in F&B..
especially the bartenders lesson...!
so tt ii can learn to create new drinks of mocktails and cocktails!
my sch is currently having a competition regarding the mocktail competition..
anyone can join ii tink... feel like joining.. but but... im only interested in it..
but mayb nt to the extend that will go join competition bahhs.
even ii wann to join.. no body accompanys yarr xD

alrights.. sch was so high these few days.. mayb too long nvr see each other le bahh..
mon was an exciting day for me..
as it would be e first day of sch.. as well as ii get to work as bar at night..
hahahha...
tues was totally hyper yet tired! cos ii have nt be sleeping for tt past 3 days..
wahahaha.. went home after tt and slps whole day sia...!
ii tink its more den 10 hrs? heee..
den today.. i woke up on time to go sch..
hahaha.. hope tts tmr will reach sch on time too!
im gonna send email to mr teo regarding tt NPCC.. hahaha..
mwarckss all.. <3

*"A hug overcomes all boundaries.
It speaks words within the mind that cannot be spoken."*

01.06.09

arl0wss.. srry for the not updating yar..
kinda busy and have no time for com~
lol.. used to it le.. unless ii nvr work den will update everyday..
._. din went to sch tdy.. having fever..
so went back slp.. din see doc..
cos waste money.. LOL..
wake up afternoon and feel much better le..

hmmm.. these few days so tiring sia..
lazy to say le.. cos alot to say.. hahas..
ii tink i'm crazy bout work at Jurong Safra liao..
ii rather go work den sch.. stress free..
now exam also coming le..
seriously hates schooling la.. sigh.. no choice la..
hmm.. going sleep ltr le.. hope tmr can wake up..
cya uu girls tmr~

hmmm.. to him..
dun make ur life so emo la..
cheer up kkhs.. anything just msg me~ ^^

ppl tend to chg

04.01.09.

王子!!!! ><

haha.. its time for sch..!
and ii just manage to find my uniform..
ltr cann go iron liao.. and shall prepare to go sch tmr..
can see JKL~ cann see e zai's too..
haha.. ii wanna sing sunshine song..!
and ii wonder jasmine face wanna hide at whr sia.. XD
ii haven done with my projects... wann do also cannot..
cos ii gt no microsoft.. sian diaos.. T_T
tmr ii still gt work sia.. bar some more.. ><
some new drinks ii still haven explore seh... haa..
tmr ask ah hwee come down help luhhss.. ^^

Trust thyself: every heart vibrates to that iron string.

04.01.09

yawn... just reached home.. haha.. just now take e transport till wann vomit sia.. how ii wish ii gt my own car or bike to ride back home.. LOL... just now e uncle drive so scary la... keep fallin asleep sia... heng ii safely reach home luhhss.. XD just bath le .. now wann slp liao.. haha.. shall blog tmr.. ^^

situation wasn't kinda same as last time..

something is amiss in my life..
something is nt right..
just tt e feeling isn't right..
bt ii will be strong , no matter wad..

03.01.08

bought a new heels as ii tink ii new a new sch heels ^^
haha... went club marc and saw a fancy one..
bought it and its gonna be my sch heels..
anyways.. most of my heels are like same patttern one..
so uu cann roughly noe how is it look like ^^
heee... tis time.. its round head XD
hmmm ..slept quite long todae... cos.. ii onli sleeps in e morning.!
zzzzz... sch re open liao den ii will be dead liao luhhss.. cannot see sun!!
roar!!

01.01.09

nature of romance

hey guyss..! happy 2009!brand
leave all e unhappiness in 2008 and start a brand new year ahead! ^^
pheww...
i'm just so tired luhhss... xD
went JB ytd.. thought go thr count down..
in e end tio tua... selina say she wait 12 first den call her mom, uncle
to wish them happy birhdae den go in.. ii was like WTF?!
if like tt ii rather go meet xiang they all den meet them go JB larhh...
kinda waste of time..
went thr.. went to pub.. and it turn out to be aunties uncles thr.. OxO
totally CMI ! went thr drink, selina and her fren wan die die liao..
den ii emo luhhss.. alone drink.. ._.
after drink... went eating... den go hotel... ii was like WTF agn..
cos i'll be spending my night alone...!
selina and her fren took one room.. and get happening inside..
while ii was waiting for her to come over as she said she wanna acc me slp..
so ii wait and waited.................

..................................................................and wait........................................................................

watch tv.......................and countinue to

wait............................................................................................................. till

morning................................. still no sight of her..................................
and finally till ii CMI..
its ard 9am plus... ii almost fall asleep.............
den she knock e door........ ZZzzzZzzz.. it was like finally larhh....
ii opened e door.. while she happily came in and say....
ii take some cigg from uu arhh.. me thr no haf liao.... ._.ll
gave her few sticks den she went off.. say to me,
uu rest a while more den we go liao..
KAOS! it was totally BULLSHIT~
den fine.. ii went to rest a while.. den we went off ard 11 in morning..
went eating breakfast....
took her fren car back... fall asleep during e journey..
den selina ask me.. uu wann go play pool?
LOL! ii say no thx.. ii veri tired sia... they ytd gt slp ii nvr lehh..
dun wann come over also bor inform me..
make me like moron waited and waited....
there goes my 2008 last day... my request of nt working on eve and new year..
my salary... ! GOSH!

here i am to blog... cos ii dun feel like slping alrdy...
or ltr at night ii will be wide awake agn...
hmmmm.. actually ltr fu wann come take his bicycle one..
but.. ii wann meet jasmine to have a dinner and chat..
so pardon me arh! XD

anywayss i'm going play facebook le...
buaiis... <3

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